Where's everybody?

Well, as you can see whenever I have the chance to go online I post everything at the same time. If you're reading this, please go two stories below to be properly updated.

It's Saturday, fucking hot, I'm at Kolory. Junior went to Egypt yesterday morning for week. This mean that it's only me and EW. I woke up, had some coffee, listened to some music, and at midday satrted to clean the apartment. Of course, at 1pm she came to the kitchen, right when I was gonna start cleaning it, and prepared her lunch. I just told her 'please let me know when you finish, ok?'
It's gonna be a looooong week...

Anyway, I decided to write and email to the guy yesterday. Couldn't resist it.
I wrote:
"Hey
lucky you, you got away with taking the test, right?
just to tell you that it's been great meeting you guys and if you're up to something you can drop me a line or text me.
enjoy your free time and take it easy!
cheers
fernanda"

I did it, man. But lucky as I've always been I don't think I'll ever hear from him again. I think the email was subtle, kinda friendly but also showing some sort of interest, right? Well, if you don't think that please don't tell me, because now it's been done.

I feel lonely already.... It's great the Junior got to travel to Egypt and see Nazira, but now I'll be here by myself. Honestly, I wish I had the guts to go out by myself, but I don't think that's gonna happen. I think I'll buy some beers and stay at home, at least I'll be saving some money.

I think -- I think -- Zbiszek just got here, but I can't see from where I'm sitting right now. Oh, what the hell, I don't even know if the guy is gay or straight.
It's funny because I've been coming here for almost six months now and I still don't "belong", you know? I don't think I'll ever do, it's nothing more than 'hello, czesc, bye', 'it's hot today, eh?' Even with Pawel. When Junior is not here he doesn't give it to me, man...
Well, you know I'm not the most talkative person, but I'm friendly, I try to engage them in a conversation, but then something happens and that's it, I'm alone on a corner again.

It's a hot sunny day. It might rain, it might get hotter. I don't know what to do.

I'm posting some pics.