MIA

"... yeah, you won't find me I'm going MIA
tonight I'm leaving, going MIA
so you won't find me I'm going MIA
I can find RELIEF, I'm going MIA
getting lost in you again is better than being numb..." (Foo Fighters)

I'm totally going MIA

RESOLVE

"A little bit of resolve... is what need now..." (Foo Fighters)

Man, soooooo many things, bad and good....

I've just gotten back from Brasil and Japan's match, Brasil 4 x 0 Japan.
Man, A LOT has been going on and I simply don't know what to do. I think I've reached a crossroads and if I don't make up my mind in NO TIME I'll be totally screwed. A little bit of resolve is what I need now INDEED!

I've been thinking and thinking and thinking some more and talking to friends and thinking some more.... I don't think I can carry on with this shit.
I need something difficult and unexpected, something serious and definite. I just can't carry on like this.... 180º literally....

Work's been bad, tiring, frustrating, irritating. I hate slacker-Justyna, she should've worked in the kitchen more....
Asha kinda became a boss, lost her easy-going kinda thing when she became manager.
No-show Elina is my best friend. Rafal is my best friend.
Evrything is upside down. Plus we have the Gucci sale on Selfridge's and it's been crazy alright....

I don't know man.....
I wanted to go to San Fran and see Ro! Or maybe New Zealand? It's all about 180º, RIGHT?

I'm feeling lost, bitter, confused, angry, jealous, tired, unwelcomed, pressured, sad...

"A little bit of RESOLVE is what I need now..."

BRASIL 1 x 0 Croacia

Yeah!!!
It took some time, it wasn't the best result, but we got the three points in the end, right?
We watched the game at Cheers, they were all there before me because I work until 8pm... but I got on the first 94 bus that arrived and got to the bar in no time.
I finally saw Gabriel! Still looking for job....
next match is Sunday, and it'll be intersting because we're watching witha bunch of Australians.... hahahahaha
One donw, two more to go!

World Cup 2006 / Gig programme for the summer

Yeah man....
World Cup's finally here and it's sooo fucking strange seeing England flags all around and listening to that stupid song on the radio all the time: 'Weeeeeee are gonna win the Cup....!" THEY WISH!!!
I still can't believe that I'm NOT going to Germany, that was one of my top priorities, but tables they turn, right?
Brazi's first game is on Tuesday and thank God it's at 8pm, so I'll probably just cross the street from work and watch the match at the nearest pub, The Lamb and the Flag!

I wanted everybody to get together to see it. Fernanda still gonna be here and I think the Polish are going to watch it as well. Paula is meeting me after work and I'll try to talk to Tiago and Gabriel and Ricardo and Leti for us to meet.

It's been very hot now, about 26º, 27º. Hey, that's hot for England... But it gets worse, for sure. Up to 30º. The problem is that where we work, the very spot at the cafe we work, doesn't have air-conditioning, plus the lights are totally in our face, which makes it feel even hotter.

Gig programme for the summer:

FOO FIGHTERS JUNE 17 (one week to go!!!!)
ROGER WATERS JULY 1
GUNS 'N' ROSES JULY 30

FRIENDS COMING!!!!

FINALLY! FINALLY!
I can't believe Adri finally got the visa!!!!
Congrats, man, you totally deserve it!!!!
See you here in a month!